Her

She told me once.. her favourite song was “Passion Fruit”. Everyone who knows me, knows that i really really REALLYY LOVE PASSION FRUIT! The fruit. So, that second i went searched up thta song and fell in love with it.. and maybe fell in love with her.

This was almost two years back.

This isnt the girl about whom i was talking yesterday.

Passion fruit is still one of my favourite songs. It always shows me how she might be in really life! Shows me her personality. (or atleast what i think it is).

I have met her only once. We went out for lunch. I dont know why i was so nervous.. but ya.. “its normal”:)

We used to text each other ALOT. She was my 2am girl. I miss that. I miss her. i miss talking about random shit WITH HER.

There have been very few days without her somewhere in my head.

This maybe dumb asf.. but.. as people “fall in love on first sight” i think something like that happened to me. I dont know why. I dont know how. But i really really like her and i really want to spend more time with her:(

I wanna text her.

I wanna call her.

But i dont.

I dont, because im scared

Scared that i might get attached to her in a way that she may not

Scared that she may see me and may not like who i am

Scared that she would ditch me and move on with her life.

But i want to.

I really want to

I really want her by my side

I really want her to BE THERE

I really want to feel her touch

I really DONT WANNA COME OFF AS A CREEP

SO BYE :)